frustrating

I have changed the web host for my website and it not as straight forward as I thought it would be and on top of that I have lost all the old entries from my previous yahoo/wordpress blog. I really wasn't thinking when I decided to change back to Ipower as my host and now I wish I had done it. I might just cancel my domain completely as it not as if anyone is really looking at it.


Well, yesterday after I had written down my dream I did a little research and I think I have a little understanding of what it was all about.

Man = masculine side of your personality
Fish= insights brought to surface
Mother = female side of your personality
intestines = evil, disaster
poison= bitterness or bad feelings

So the men represent the masculine ambitions I have and although he wasn't a blacksmith, the black man probably was my strength and endurance. The mother wasn't actually my mother but my inner feminine self trying to comfort the disabled masculine side of me. The intestines probably means I am fearful of my ambitions or desires and the fact I didn't catch the fish means I still have way to go before I gain insight to my life. The ticks are the in insecurities I have which are hindering my my life.

I must admit the dream gave me a lot to think about as I walked around the lake in Pflugerville yesterday. Today haven't had the time as Son was home to get his outfit for a prom on Saturday except that the prom is not this Saturday but the next! He is convinced the girl told him it was on the 5th and she is equally adamant that she told him it was the 12th! So a quick call to shops concerned and it was fixed but he was lucky.