Another dream (disturbing so don't read if faintly sensitive)

but this one I was in 2 minds about putting up as it very freaky and disturbing to be honest. Have no idea what it means and it seems to have several threads. I went through a series of such unsettling dreams when I was studying art therapy and they definitively seems to be tied up with me being more creative. Most of the details are hazy but the discomfiting bits seem to remain with me so talking about it might help, who know.

This is what I wrote down in my notebook.

Dream last night was weird, very weird!. Only vague recollection but it was very disturbing. When I was on the art therapy course I had a lot of dreams about feces. Last night wasn't quite that but it involved my lower intestine. I was on the toilet and my intestine was being squeezed out and it was raw, like ripped flesh. The even weirder part was that I was watching it on a screen, as if it was the internal pipes of a sewer system. As I stand up I see a fish in the bottom of the bowl but before I can catch it, its flushed away. I am in another person's house. This is a continuation of a dream (the above event).

Other vague details which occur before going to the house. Two men- I am interested in both, they are not my husband. One is the black guy from Jericho (TV show on CBS), at least he looks vaguely similar to him. I agreed to meet both of them, one to see an exhibit a long long way from home and the other (the black guy) to help me with my work (art work).

During the dream I am talking to my mother-outside is a beach. Her disabled brother is in the sea and becomes sick. We rush to help him - I stand back but my mother is holding her brother and trying to find out what is wrong. He has ticks in his neck which have poisoned him
but the black guy saves him by removing them. Everyone is scare they have been infected but the guy reassures everyone that as long as they haven't been too close to him, they will be OK. The black guy is married with kids. I am sexually interested in both men and I am pleased they are interested in me. I tell my husband about the men. He seems unconcerned.