I drunk too much tonight

which is the reason I am here at 3.38 am and now I am suffering the consequences but I enjoyed whilst it lasted. Currently I am at that stage where you feel very thirsty but nothing quenches your thirst and a slight headache is there.

At least there there will be a reason for the headache today. Yesterday before I started drinking I was miserable. I had a headache again! I suspect that I am allergic to ragweed as it seems to coincide with those particular high pollens and my uterus was cramping like mad! If I didn't know better I would think I was about to start my period. So I was in the mood to go mad on the alcohol front despite my diet and it worked, for few brief hours, my pain was gone. That was good. I can live with headache because I was bad and I enjoyed it.

Yesterday evening was good, Elisabeth was home for a few hours and she is so much more positive about her future. She is looking good as well. She is busy applying for jobs which will take her out of state but that is good. I know she will be succeed in getting a job and the world is her oyster. It is great to see her so positive after all the negativity of the last year.

Emily phoned on Friday and she is beginning to to see the long hard road that lies ahead of her in the art world which is good because you need to how far you have to climb to achieve your goals. I have been telling her all the time that if you want to go into the arts, its a long hard road but until you are there, its hard to appreciate how hard that road is. Too many kids go into the Arts thinking its the easy option but its not. Its like anything in life, aim high and you might get somewhere near where you want to be in the end.

Anyway, the alcohol is beginning to wear off now and reality will hit hard in the next few hours. OK, I am sworn off wine and beer for the next 6 days, sugar where is the sugar?